Words, feelings...whatever!

Probably words are not always enough,
For a feeling to be expressed.
born within oneself it grows from within.
Cant be baptised since most of the time ignored and hence
It grows within , unnamed and unknown,
Actions might betray it once or twice
But then actions can be dumb too.
What do you call that feeling of uncertainty?
The feeling you get when you see someone,
When you hear someone or even think of that one.
You know that the feelings are useless because
they are nothing more than that….just feelings!
But then again, are they only that ?
Are they just the word, or just the action?
Slightly swaying, tickling and killing you,
Sweetly, slowly and lovingly.
The feeling unexpressed, Grows within,
But when it comes out in the open,
It can hardly stand the world here,
Probably,
Because most of the time they die,
When barred and exposed,
Probably that’s why, they just grow within
And if fortunate, wither within too.

The Bang

" To stand out from the crowd" being the mantra of everything around me.... I wonder if the standing out really helps the cause of standing out. Does the thrill measure against A high you can get from a well partied friday night? the super duper crush in college? a first child? flight? (cant think of anymore highs now)... but the point being, what happens when one cant stand out anymore? Fizzle into the common around or completely disappear, leaving nothing??

Against all Odds

Standing up for something you believe in is never a easy task...the degree of complexity directly proportional to the number of people who do not agree with you. However, if you have to live with yourself... you have to do it. But easier said than done. Creeping and crawling, there is no scope of fast movement here, and taking the bite of countless little things around you that do not believe in what you do...you even wonder why you had to believe so differently!! But if you manage to survive the ordeal, depending on the degree of difficulty that varies from person to person, (and somehow that seems so unfair) ... be prepared, THIS IS JUST THE BEGINING!!!

On a more poetic note....the blushing sea receding from the narrow beach that is displaying its sandy coquetry, the stormy clouds look on as the shy sun peeks into this Melodrama.. and some where admist all this....a tiny you....such is life. Such do I wish this blog would be!!! A conjugation of thoughts, words, actions, ideas, imaginations, stupidity and reality..... and some where in between....a tiny me! Welcome to my world!